Well it is around 4:45am and I can't sleep right now. As you will all find out Rich will not be home for a long while. He was arrested yesterday for a child support warrant out of Michigan. We both know it is good that he will finally be able to get this straight and finally get to have a relationship with his kids again. But I guess I am being selfish though in the fact that I want him home. I won't even get to see him again for over a month or longer. I don't know how me and the kids will do it but we will make it somehow. I know God will help us. Just please pray for Rich and the kids. While Rich is in Jail in Michigan maybe he can bring someone there to know God. Everybody keeps telling me to be strong but it is not that easy right now for me. I never realized until they took him away how much I need him. I didn't find out until around 10:00 last night that he definitely wouldn't get to bond out and that they won't let me see him before they take him to Michigan. And then there is no way I will get to see him then. I am sorry for sounding like a baby but I have to let it out some how. I don't know how long I will have my internet because with just my income now I will have to make a lot of sacrifices so that we can have food and utilities. I keep praying to God to help me through it though, I know he can. Just please pray for us all. Thank you all for caring about us.